Journal 6

Blaming someone else for your own mistakes shows that you are a coward and are afraid to take responsibility for your own actions. IF you let someone else take the blame you also begin to get that guilty feeling that will literally eat you alive. I have a huge guilty conscious and I will not be able to eat or sleep if I feel guilty for something that I will eventually fix what I did wrong. The person who takes the fault for your mistakes is going to suffer your punishment and then when they get done they are going to come after you for revenge. A hopefully by then your guilty conscious is telling you to confess and most likely your punishment will be worse than the person's who took the blame. Your own punishment will be worse because you lied and threw someone else under the bus and then you get the second punishment which is going to come from the scapegoat. The person you blame will make you suffer most likely but if they forgive then you will be feeling even more guilty for want you made that person suffer. They would probably do anything to make it up to the person they blamed and that could last a long time. To avoid a guilty conscious you should always be honest and admit to your mistakes and take the punishment that will come with it. Honest is always the best policy and there is nothing better than having a guilty free feeling. I blame my little sisters for stupid little things that do not matter but then I admit that I did it and nothing really happens so I do not get bother by those little things that happen. They it is the little things that matter the most but you do not get in trouble for the little things when they happen. You get in trouble for the build up of little things that drive people crazy and you really do not want to take the blame for the massive build up that leads to a giant explosion that makes you want to run away and hide in a hole. The big explosion happens and all those stupid little things that drive people crazy create a big problem that you never wish to see happen.